Day Six

Today was a mediocre day there was good and there was bad. The good was that I got to spend my money that my mom sent me for my birthday, the bad Gil and I had another fight. Fighting with Gil taxes me on a level I can't even describe because I love him so much that any disconnect that occurs between us causes me great distress. However I was reflecting as I got ready to write this blog that today being mediocre is in itself a miracle. I've never had mediocre days they have either been really bad or really good. Middle ground and gray areas were non-existent in my life and everything was painfully one way or the other so today I celebrate mediocrity.