Amazing Grace Leading to Amazing Love

It is not often that I get to blog happily so this is a refreshing change for me. It is amazing because I really didn't think that you would find me here today knowing that I was off to Sunnydale last night but God in His mercy and grace has delivered me yet again and now peace floods my soul. I sing praises to His name, grateful am I that I serve such a wonderful Lord who is pleased to bring me good gifts, to bring me my hearts desire.

I feel like a teenager in love tonight, Gil arranged a baby-sitter so that we could get some time alone at the cottage. It's so exciting to know we will have three whole nights and two whole days of just each other. After fifteen years you would think that we would be sick of each other but it actually quite the opposite. In celebration I got my hair done yesterday and I am once again in my natural blond state and that makes me happy. It's short, but I knew that it would have to be right now because it would get damaged and now that it is done I can just keep it like this and begin the grow out portion. My hair has been growing fast so I'm not too worried about the length and for the summer it's perfect. So right now I am preparing for my second honeymoon and getting giddy in love again.

I think it's amazing when you can find in your soul-mate a person who always sees you as the most beautiful person in the world, when it seems he breathes in the air that you exhale, where no matter what physical condition you are in he sees beauty, when no matter how you hurt his heart he forgives, and where no matter how long you've been together and how much of the "worse" he has seen he still stays because the "better" just keeps getting better. I think that when you find someone who you can just be who you are with it is the most amazing of all loves, it's the person that you can fall in love with again and again; it is miraculous. That is what I have found with Gil, my heart and soul, my hearts desire.