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I am a writer, a dreamer, looking for my voice, figuring out my passions and my purpose. Desperate to grow how He wants. I am a mom, with three beautiful girls, an awesome son, and the BEST husband ever. It is my Saviour and Lord Jesus and the support of family and friends that allow me to make this change and move towards healing.

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Unwell

It's not overly creative to just repeat lyrics as your blog but considering my state of mind lately being creative is just to hard. So this is exactly how I'm feeling it's a song by Matchbox 20, and although tonight of all nights I should be thankful and basking in that, sorry folks I'm just not there.

UNWELL

All day
Staring at the cieling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All Night
Hearing Voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feel Like I'm heading for a
Breakdown
And I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But stay awhile and you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
Know they've all been talking 'bout me
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and soon you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're going to think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and soon you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're going to think of me
And how I used to be
How I used to be

2 Comments:

Blogger CreativeBarbie said...

I love that song.

i love when music helps expose what we're thinking so we can still hide behind something because.. hey we didn't write it right?
but it still lets the world know.
thinking about you

11:43 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dearest Anne,
Sad for you. Grieving for you. I love you. Walking with you from afar. Praying for you. Find the one spark of Light that remains-I'm sure that it seems dim but it is there- and run towards it as fast and as straight as you can. Crawl if you have to. Talk to you soon. Diana.

2:15 PM  

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