Sick and Still Sick

I keep hoping for a reprieve from this illness that plagues me, but to no avail. I get better for a few days and then boom, another wave of nausea and or related problems ensues. It is so frustrating, there is so much to do and I never seem to get anywhere as I fight with the ravages of what this pregnancy is doing to my body. I wasn't even able to complete the simple task of grocery shopping but instead had to return home to bed. I barely got out of my Wednesday appointment intact, had to pull over to a Tim Hortons I was so ill. My face went beat red and I was covered in sweat, I was sick and cramping and I thought they were going to find me passed out in the washroom. Luckily I recovered and mangaged to make it home to bed and basically I have been there ever since suffering from who knows what, praying for it all to end.

My biggest concern is for the baby, how do I know if it's okay when I am so ill, I can barely eat or do all those other things I need to do to stay healthy? Tonight I felt it move and I was thankful to know it's okay, and I hope that it can continue to grow and thrive despite me. And Gil in case you are wondering this is definetely the last baby.